Unscramble

a few of my favs

Thts an understatement!!!

Can we force, nudge, cajole our minds to like something that we despise so much?
Like if I hate some food, for instance sushi never had it; But fish puts me off and uncooked fish is something I don't want to even think of!!!

Can I force my mind to enjoy it?
I think it should be and is possible.
should try it sometime. So when I can achieve it with food, technology is not far behind. I should be able master java. :P

See how it all boil down to food.

Am a certified M programmer. lol ...... am i?

Recently traveled in a Ladies bus to my office.
The bus was crowded as usual but the journey a lot better than the normal ones for obvious reasons.
What did strike me odd , a male conductor.
Why have a male conductor in a ladies bus. There are female conductors available and they work in general ones.
Ive still no idea how they work. They must have lots of spunk to go into the crowd of men at the back and collect the money. And that too on a moving bus.
Its no big deal Malaika Arora danced on a moving a train. These ladies do similar stuff eday!!!

Coming back to the ladies bus... no clue why a male conductor in a Ladies bus!!
Any ideas??

Am feeling empty a lot more now a days.
Probably this might be because I lost the only rock and anchor in my life. I feel empty and lost. Cant seem to trust anyone and definately not a God.
Am at logger heads with myself weighing reweighing and trying to come to a conclusion.
Feel like ripping off the fake me, fears, ....

Am again at the start from where ive started .. on a journey to discover myself. Feel lost and irritated that it takes me so long to feel myself.
If I could just sit still. get my mind not to think. force it not to think.
But most times it just runs off on a thought process I dont want to. starts witha story and weaves and its just endless.
Restless Mind.
How inane it sounds yet is actually profound.

Should seriously make a habit of meditation.

Recently someone asked me how much is the dowry my family is giving.
A tragedy that I wasnt shocked. Or was I calmly rejoicing when I replied that we dont give dowries.

The dowry system is still prevelent but I think on a downslide.
Most gals work and are very clear on what kind of guy they want.
But have the guys caught up?
Sadly ... No. Ive come across a number of guys who insist on dowry. Their parents shamelessly ask it upfront.
Some what it in kind and some want it in cash. Most insist that the dowry should be given before the wedding.
Ive come across guys who boast that they got such n such amount for dowry. Are these guys out of their minds? Id love to show them their true worth. Apart from being good husband material (doubtful), I dont see anything speacial in any of the guys. Why not give the same amount to the gal. She'll make better use of it.
Or still better why dont the gals parents use it. This is the age they should enjoy each others and live a peaceful life. Spending it on themselves is the best way to use the hard earned money.